brief update

When dealing with March it is one day that I know is going to be exceptionally hard for me.  The build up can be a right mare, the day itself is horrible and it can take me a fair while for me to chill out afterwards. Now moving to this time of the year it turns into an endurance of the worst possible kind.

In July we have what would have been my wife's birthday and Amy's anniversary, then we toddle off into August where it would have been my youngest daughters birthday which is also her anniversary. 

Oh and just to top everything a huge amount of memories of things that have happened to me in the distant past have come back in the most full on way.  Woe is me and all that? err no actually. I don't want or need sympathy.

Just wanted to let everyone know what is going on.