Expressing myself

I need to express myself in a way that most people will ignore and this is the perfect place to do it. You will forgive me because this may get a bit to sweary for most peoples taste.

•  fathers day is really stressing me out this year. It can fuck right off back under the rock it crawled out of. I was an awesome father to my daughters!  This year it is hurting far more than usual so if it could kindly fucking fuck right off I would appreciate it.
• I got universally ignored on my birthday which was 5th June. 
• The other night I gave £5 to a homeless woman to improve probably the shittest evening I had in a long time.
• The idea of an interview is not just for me to sell myself to a company but for the company to sell itself to me.
• I have been injuring myself again but it has been a huge waste of my time as it hasn't done anything for me.
• My arm has got worse and now seems to be permanently painful (no I haven't done anything to cause it)
• I have no interest in the world cup and it can fuck right off.
• I can't afford to go to yet another ballet and that is annoying me, watching on a TV screen is just not the same.
• My flashbacks have gone very real again and there is nothing I can do about it.
• I still feel Like I am the most hated person 
• This has now bored me
• I have had a few nights where the need for comfort has so overwhelmed me that there was nothing I could do about it